Thursday, May 05, 2005

Sad/Angry/Happy/Excited

haven been blogging for the past few days. either busy with telematch or school stuff.
as you can read from my title, jumbled feelings are what i experienced for today! keeping it short:
sad - suppose to have bio test tomorrow and on my bday. that's bad enough. but just now teacher decided to postponed tomorrow's test and squeeze it on monday. sad because IT"S MY B"DAY!!!!! why why why! i thought i won't have to go thru test/exam on my bday again. what can is say history repeats!
angry - when i heard that the test was postponed to next monday, of course i WAS angry and frustrated at THAT time. why must it be on my birthday!. this means my sunday is gone just to study bio. but, now i guess i am fine. why? because i dun have to study like crazy tonite and at the same time doing my eng oral for tomorrow. with the test postponed, everyone is happy. so why must i grumble over it where as that matter can make everyone happy. i might else be pissed off at myself
-the next thing iwas angry at was lionel. actually, i was pissed off at him not because of the postponed test but HIM. why must he be angry at me or others too just because we are angry at him where as we should be angry at him for he has angered us. oh my! long sentence! takes a long time to understand. that's his only problem which i DID told him before but still couldn't get it.
Happy - overall, i am kinda happy for NOW as i dun have to study bio for tomorrow and oral at the same time. i guess my beban for tonite is diringankan. i am sure i am not the only one. those cracking their heads too must also felt the same way like. eg kevin and....sandra. now i can do the pix perfect i hope
Excited - i AM actually excited for the telematch. looking forward to see how smooth we all can handle a game. i mean it's all our hardwork. lionel and kevin organised until half dead and i too did help. of course, i dun wanna to see my bro's effort and mine too to fail. but again i questioned myself whether i should have helped them in the first place? i mean, i wasn't the official assistant for them. i just helped them. dunno how others feel. maybe they are thinking , this sherly soooo busybody or chap sou! oh boy!
anyway, i do hope the telematch will be a success. pointless if it does not run smoothly or fail whereas i did cracked my head helping to organise and kevin and lionel and sandra too. hopefully everything goes on smoothly. and tomorrow morning, oral!! i hope i do not stutter in front of everyone when i talk about my pneumonia. hope it won't be boring or long-winded. and also, i hope i dun get comments from shih yang and kevin again saying that they are watching the apprentice. cos if i do, it means i fail as my topic does NOT suit the style for the apprentice style. really hope i can finish my oral tomorrow. might not posting for the next two days. will be busy. tomorrow, staying back for the preparation of the telematch. coming home around 7pm?? and then,, edine wanna have sleep over. i dunno what the heck for. just said it is her crazy idea. hope she does not do anything crazy to me. din wanted to mah huan her actually so i thought of not goin. but when i said that, she cancel the whole thing, so felt bad and stella will pick me up tomorrow. rite from edine's house, saturday morning, off to school and then telematch and then foloowing lionel to mms edu fair. so probably be back in the evening and nite, dinner with my parents. celebrating mother's day and my birthday at the same time.
so all i can say for today and hope for the next few days, i hope things go on smoothly.....referring to my oral, preparation of telematch, telematch, cleaning up, dinner, studying for bio and bio test and also preparation for st john camp. adios! and happy birthday carol!! and val, if you are reading, thanks for the letter

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