NOW

why now?
why is it this year?
why is it this month?
why is it this week?
why is it now?
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how i wish it was earlier
how i wish it was still the beginning of 2005
how i wish it would happen long time ago
how i wish it was known earlier
how i wish it did not happen at the same time
how i wish it was not now
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whatever it is,
it had happen.
it is now,
now is the time,
that i knew.
although it did not happen earlier,
at least now i know
the truth.
it is never too late to know.
i appreciate it,
i am happy to know.
but what happens next,
i still dunno.
i need time,
time to think.
i dun wan to make any mistakes.
whatever happens,
i still want it to be the same as before.
it's just sad that
it did not happen earlier.
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i guess this is my thought now. not directed to anyone. so for those who read, its nth really. just my thought of the day about everything. myself, my life and my studies. i dun mean to hurt anyone when i say all those. it's just what is in my mind rite now. please dun take anything personal. and i want to tell everyone that no matter what happens, i hope we will remain friends forever. with this quote, i really hope to discover the enjoyment with each and everyone of you before my time runs out.

"the greatest sweetener of human life is friendship.
to raise this to the highest pitch of enjoyment,
is a secret which but few discover"
~joseph addison~