What a day/month/year

i guess i have to conclude that december is not a lucky month for me. keep losing things and it sucks. or should i say this year is kinda unlucky cos i lose sooo many stuff. one my wallet and ic in school, two my anklet during my holiday and lastly, to wrap up the year, my badminton racquet which my frens gave me for my bday present. lost it today at kgs, i means it is somehow disappear/gone. dunno wanna talk about it cos i am gonna feel terrible, not because i lose it, cos i din but the fact is, I AM SORRY TO THOSE WHO GAVE IT TO ME!!! sorry, pf, edine, sy, lik, bernie, dn and esp stella of the badminton racquet. it meant so much to me but i guess i dun have fate with it. i am sorry for not taking good care of it. am really sorry, but at least i still have the bag. i know you guys must be killing me because of it. dun worry, i am myself.
nothing i can do about it but to move on without my lost things. am sorry guys. and john dun worry about it anymore. well, i always believe that there must be a reason of losing things. if i dun lose it now or lose certain things, maybe the next time i lose sth, its either even more valuable or precious. well, trying to console myself. again, there is always a reason. HOPE YOU GUYS are ok!!! talking bout ok, i am not OK, i guess, of course am not ok, after losing my wallet, anklet and racquet, boy, i just need to concentrate with my things next time. and of course not ok again, I HAVEN FIN what i am suppose to do, clean, make and pack. er....running out of time, ah, better stop uttering to myself and move one. gtg