horrible horrible weak - the pain

well, i guess this week is a horrible week for me. last fri, went down to my sis place, my mum and aunt came, so stayed over for the weekend. went for lalachong on sunday for dinner....then monday, normal college...then tuesday........SICKKKK yes....that weekend, i just told my mum that i am the only one at my apartment who hasnt been to the doc...guess this week, i just filled the last place.....morning, i felt horrible, no mood to go college, so told my classmate who lives upstairs of my apartment.....then later, i just had to go to the toilet, 77777777 times....yes seven times.....officially, food poisoning, kena diarrhea the whole day.....stomach was soooo painful...wanna sleep also suffering......cos for a while wan to go sleep....toilet again....so for the whole day stayed at home.....man, it was horiible...felt so horrible that i just wanted to go to the hospital since i dun drink water....and thats bad when diarhhea cos my body will get dehydrated....then if go hospital, at least got the iv drip......but my body was just too weak to even get up from my bed later that evening....din even eat anything somemore...so waited for joanne to bring me to clinic, see doc....then get medicine, ta pau porridge....go home, just peng at the bed.....dun feel like eatting no energy..but had to eat...but when eat feel like vomitting....vomitted the acid....good and bad of vomitting....good thing, at least it makes you feel better, bad thing is that already kena diarrhea, vomit again, all the fluid in your body all out....and definitely will get dehydrated....anywya, din vomit, just the acid.....so that nite.....was total horrible nite.....some thinking i did which i rather not say here, uncomfy still...but no matter, i just felt like dying, and my stomach hurts so bad that i just wanted to go to the hospital...but admitted to the hospital??? well, good thing, immediate medication bad thing, i cant go cos wed, got test, chmem prac and also english...no way am skipping it....so cried thru the nite....and then ta daa....next day, wed, skipped all the classes, but went for the tests......at least i felt better, got enegery to get out of bed and walk to the kitchen cook porridge.....but at college, damn weak of course, no energy and my classmates were like saying i look pale and weak and tired....screw it,after the tests went back home and sleep??? cook porridge, watch smallville.....no mood do work cos a lil headache...then when really wanna catch up on my work.....goodness, headache....so quickly painkiller, ponstan......and went to sleep...i dun really wanna eat painkiller ponstan, cos got side effect at the bones...next day, thurs woke up and headache better....frens ask me go hospital at least check up on my stomach and all..but no way man, i have two freaking tests to sit, again chem and english....so was getting better my head by noon...then after chem, last period test....my mind just was not with me...it was a very severe migraine...i couldnt stablise myself.....and oh ya, forgotten happy belated bday edine...her bday that day....went back home...and my migraine was just bad.....din follow the kl lodgians to watch pirates...so sorry edine...but my head just kills me....its the pri 4/5 headache that time...and i just started crying in pain...my eyes hurt and just tried to go sleep.....after eatting painkillers again of course....din go doc?? well, i can predict the meds that i will get so wats the point......slept, 8pm woke up.....ho ho ho....pain was really unbearable...rather be in sleeping mode cos you cant feel the pain.....by then it was dark....skipped dinner....no one was home and again cried in pain.....bet you guys thinking why i such cry baby one...but at that point, the pain just makes your tears roll down your cheeks.....contacted my family, say wan to come over and visit and i was like wats the point, nothing they can do, so ask them to NOT come.....then friday....it was still horrible....went to coleege still, classmates of cos ask me to go back sleep, and i was thinking no way i am going to skip another day of college cos i have tonnes to catch up...but tell you the truth...that friday, i was just dreading every class to pass by...just couldnt think, maybe for first two lessons la like bio and maths then accounts and chem i was like peng already......but again.....i still had my painkillers wat to do, cant afford to get another attack of migraine again....side effectd of it will eventually kill me but watever la......at least for now, better abit my ehad....but does the painkillers work??? not really, by fri, yesterday nite....it was much better, at least not up to the extent i am gonna bang my head against the wall like the previous nites.....just relaxed myself, do some casual work???? srt my things, watched smallville,,,,yea, thats it...so today, saturday.....head still hurts a lil but i kindashook it off cos i HAVE to finish my accounting assignment which is due 18th tues....and i haven started...i mean collected the resources but not written the essay yet....so i woke up like 8.30am...read my af mag and did my accounts......managed to finish in time and hurried myself to the web to print....and alas, finally done...one less work...cos i have plenty to catch up after missing 2 days of college and 2 dying days in college.....so yea.....after that no lunch for me...had branch.....back home did accounts where joanne watched casanova which i wanted to watch but nevermind...accountsmore important and then....so sien.....visited jo at the room...she finished.....then.....her church fren asked her out....so keluar to secret recipe...i just needed a break....oh rite, secrect recie, full of choc and chesse cakes.....hm...i cant eat them at all...i mean not cant but better not just in case i get my migraine back...cos its definitely,...not the food...or the heat..... maybe the haze???stress???? neh....couldnt be...then i was thinking maybe side effects of the charcoal tablet, meds which the doc gave me for my diarhhea cos i remembered having them when i got typhoid and i had slight headache after that.....so ate the shephards pie and went back.......visited edines adp canival and back home.....watch ckk video with jo...and back to work...and now finally finished accounts......pre-blogging...note that i wrote this on saturday 15th july but might post it a lil later.....so......i guess this week is a horrible week..cant wait for church tomorrow....and this week has been a lot of sufferings and also a midst of realisation of some stuff....and oh ya, to end....i would like to thank all my frens who took care of me in one way of another while i was sick...my housemates.....i dun have to mention who, you know who you are.....jo, dine, amy thanks....classmates.......joanna thanks for everything,....the call, the offer??? remmember?? thanks a million and also your ear??? yuan liang.....for tues help and also fri help....i dun have to elaborate it.....shu xian too...thanks for having me as a chem partner despite my sickness...junwei, ying hui, sam, huey ying, jason, khai xuen, and everyone else.....thank you sooo much...till then...hopefully my next post wont be anymore sickness...haha.....