:-( and :-)

friday, again! end of the week. very moody this morning. just dunno why i have the same feeling like when i had few months ago. whole morning, din do anything as audition of teacher's day was carried out. so everyone went down to watch. i din and felt so bad for stella as she teman me in class. lectured from her and after break, bm.....thought of asking my grp to do oral but in then lesson of fun and jokes. i am sure lionel will write it out so refer to his blog is good enough. well, moral teacher not here so we continued our movie. lunch, bio and bloody add maths. horrible. was soooooo tired and blur......not only me but the whole class. learn trigo. felt terrible today. no modd for anything. but godd news, monday no bio test but nth can make me happy now. even if i finish writing my script for bm. anyway, congrats to lionel and pf for violin exam. heard that you did well.
well, wondering what is the point of living where we eventually will die in the end. happiness is supposed to be achieved and not wait for it come. but how do you really know if you are happy with your life as happiness will not last forever. why must we live in obstacles where there are stages that we may not be able to endure. why why why
new list of dates
16/5
- bm essay competition
- add maths vector and price index test
18/5
- bm oral (arrr)
19/5
- sej test (arrr)
- sis coming back (yeh)
21/5
- 5b photo taking
- stars wars charity screening
23/5
- holiday YEH
24/5
- bm paper 2 test (arr)
28/5
- last day of school!!!!
8-10/6
- st john camp
15/6
- sejarah test (arr)
17/6???
- bio paper3 exam
tests not confirm are maths, bio full chapter test and ....etc. cant remember
till then!!!;-(