help?

its sunday and i am now sitting at my sis living room posting. so, recalling back, came over on thursday after school. friday, din go anywhere but lay at home at the couch watch tv and sleep. bet you guys are wondering why the heck did i come here for. well, i guess i needed to rest for a while. besides, i am the DESTRUCTOR. everything in my sis house spoils everytime i touch it. eg dvd and cd player. goodness....horrible me. then yesterday, whole day at ikea, ikano and curve., i guess my dad is probably gonna kill me after buying a heel lot of stuff at ikea. my stuff....reaches to 300 bucks. as i got home, my mum and i had a headache....not the normal headache but the headache on how am i gonna bring home all the ikea things i bought which were all big. i guess i will have to think about that on tuesday nite. at nite after we got home around 8.30pm, my elder sis and i went to haagen daz and eat ice cream. kena hentam la, teaches us the lesson to look at the menu first before ordering, dun order based on the menu board. so, today going to watch imax and later dinner at klang. i guess i should be satisfied with this hoilday. but as i thought over, i am now feeling ....i dunno......bored? i feel lonely....no one to really talk to. dying of boredom not physically but mentally. i know i can enjoy myself, eatting shopping but mentally and emotionally, i am dead bored and lonely and tired, i long for someone to talk to...not that i have no one to talk too but i guess my mum and siss and my bro-in-law are not the perfect ppl to talk too. i really hope for someone to talk to. but i guess my frens back at kch are busy with their own holidays, resting and STUDYINg. so i guess i dun wanna disturb you guys there. i know i am suppose to study but i cant. as i stand at the balcony of my sis condo, i looked down at the city, nice view but deep down i thought what happen if i can't see all that anymore. maybe if i jump down and everything is gone? i won't be able to say my last goodbye to all my frens. oh well, what am i saying. overall, in conclusion, i am just lonely, wanna talk but NVM. hope you guys are having a fun holiday....