i am back - so dead

i am back, actually two days ago i was back already but was too lazy to blog. i guess i am dead meat. bankrupt after five day of constant shopping and i am running out of time. running out of time for everything, school work and clearing up my room, not to forget camp in less than a week's time, how am i suppose to study???? exams is in less than a month. here it goes, how am i suppose to study if i haven finish my hwk, how am i suppose to finish my hwk if i haven unpack my school bag, how am i suppose to unpack my school bag if i haven clear my messy room, how am i suppose to clear my room if my things mainly my shopping spree stuff are scattered on the floor. in other words, how am i suppose to get all this done where i dun even have the mood to kick my ass up and do all these things. i guess spirit is important for everythings we do. i just have to force myself i guess. so, back from kl, bankrupt is the only word i learnt fro my trip. let's not talk about it. plans: clear my room, get things organise, unpack my bag, do my hwk and STUDY. oh great, got camp next week which means my plan cant really run smoothly. was thinking, today, clear room, tonite, my bro lionel bday party, sat do hwk, sun, out, monday tuition and tues study, wed to fri, camp and sat sun got tuition and study. hopefully i can get todays and tomorrow's plan done. if not, i dun even have to think bout studying.
so, today, happy birthday lionel. i know it's not your real birthday but since you are celebrating it, happy birthday to you. and i miss you too......from a week holiday of not talking or listening to my crazy weird brother. so, i guess i better stop here and start clearing my room. once cleared, i can get things moving. and i know time passes sooooo fast. its june already and i am less than 6 months away from spm. i guess what my other bro say is correct, got to concentrate on my studies and only on studies. priority for blogging remains the same for me i guess cos its the only way i can release my stress or a way to relax. so till then.