I MISS MY SIS!!!

ok, for the first time in kl, i miss my sisters....yup. hademotional breakdown after so many things accumulating on my head. cut it short.....trials, need to do well for it, wat to study, where to study if ii fail to get into nus, where will i be from jan to aug 2007, wat will i do then, how am igonna get a visa to stay in malaysia beside tourist one, where should i be kl or kuching, should i decide it safely as in choose the college as a backup plan, my december plans? will iever get to stay in kuching anymore.....ahhhhhhhhhhh frantic.....