wat!!!

am i having a bad luck or wat??? before that, its the third day of haro raya and i would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all my fellow Malay frens and the rest of th world who is celebrating hari raya. maaf zahir dan batin. and before i forget...happy belated birthday to my dear classmate, ALVIN....sorry, late for four days liao and also to MUZAFAR whose bday is just yesterday. so wat bad luck...i guess its just some minor problems you may think but so unlucky la...went to eat out last nite with my family, dun have my favourite food, then wan to settle some of my work, internet connection so damn unstable. geramnya aku. then again, the whole going out issue, frens stuff and also studies....so sien to do anything. just wanna sleep sleep and sleep. edine the rest went to watch movie and dinner last nite/. x follow. day before go raya visiting, i also din go. tonite, dinner plus euro fair, not going for dinner but fun fair, most probably wont go. no mood la...got mood also, i dunno la. hey you guys, not that i dun wanna hang out ok....got lotsa stuff to think about and i know you know wat i mean. furthermore, those who have known me long enough, going out at nite, and coming back late...um...i rather passed....and i was telling my mum, why i cant go out til late nite here, whereas in kl, you probably wont know what i am doing at this hour, she was saying, well, in kl, she cant see me, so she doesnt have anything to say, now that i am staying here, with her, under the same roof, of course, have to listen to her orders...which i must say is not wrong....besidees, kinda feel bad la, staying out late nite, she probably wait for me to come back before she sleeps. talking about unlucky again, the gathering for exlodgians 2005, cancelled.....no hard feelings ok melia and the rest, just that i am kinda frustrated cos i actually bought the ticket back from kl to kuching just to attend it even though its gonna be my sis wedding. wanna change but cant cos i bought this mas ticket at best price. then here comes my mum blaming me, for not being able to stay a few more days, holiday at the west just because i am coming back on th 27th and cant leave me in kuching all alone...sheeshhh...i din say i cant take care of myself and i din say i never allowwed them to stay there for a few more days.....geram la in other words. all this things happened to me....anyways, left only 3 more days before i go back....means less than two weeks for my finals....good or bad, i dunno....so feel so sien