hectic hectic hectic ...tired

ok, i dunno why but it seems that i am tired practically every single day...i dun know what is wrong with me yes, college life kinda sucks with all tests and mock trials coming up...i haven even started studying cos everyday when i get back home, i do my hwk and by then, i am just too exhausted to study. a levels having their exam and us sam gonna have our trials soon. in two weeks tim,e actually so no joke for me, i have to get started.......however, this weekend, i am still going down town to meet my sis and supposedly my fren...but apparently that nice silly fren of mine is busy and said got exams next week....ok i dun mine since i can use that time to study i hope i can study at my sis place....its just annoying to have someone plan to meet and then cancel it in the last minute...oh well, timetable has change for me, longer study hours though but get to go home early so no wed straight 5 hours from 8 to 1pm and fri 9 to 1pm...yea, this emans fri i get to have lunch downtown if i go down....i guess going down to my sis place is kinda relaxing thought tired most of the time and sure end up fighting....but i realised after my emo breakdown thats the place i hang on from now.....well, at least i know i am avoiding ppl around me as in at home.......being alone kinda sucks...i mean wats the point if i am alone in my room yes, all alone in my room, and my frens are there and i am still alone, i might as weel go down to my sis placce......it kinda sucks the feeling of being not atttended....others get called but not you and eveyrtime when you are talking to some people, the attention is to others and not yourself....i cant stand it.....oh well.....gtg research and get as much thing done as possible so i can study over the weekend