+SORRY+MeLia is Back+THANKS eVeryONE+

hi everyone! i am back. i know the last post is full of negative feelings, feels like the end of the world. but now i am back, with a different feeling or should i say with a more positive look towards life. but before i continue to write on, i must apologise to each and everyone of you who is reading my pass post, very sorry for behaving that way.

this week could have been in a good week, although i did breakdown on monday. but with spm oral and mmr injection and after exam mood, we din really do much in school. plus amelia is back. however, my week end in a disaster on thursday where i lost my wallet in school. i know i promised melia, no more negative feelings. but i am just gonna write this as an announcementto those who study in lodge, if you happen to come across a wallet, blue colour, material is made up of jeans, please return to me or at least pass to the office. its very urgent as my indon ic is inside. i just want it back. i am not sure where i lost it or should i say did i misplace it.my frens and i have searched high and low the places i have been too, ransacked the whole class on friday but not sign of it. i realised it was lost on thursday, when i was about to go home. and i lose track of time from thursday lunch onwards. i guess it must be the free time we had and BINGO. win too much until i forgot whats happening aroung me! oh well, i just hope it will turn up. i really cant think where it is and my fresn think it just cant be gone just like that. so, please, if anyone saw it, please return it, at least the ic. very important for me.

i can only pray that my wallet would just appear after the wallet hunt that my frens and conducted had failed. despite that, my results are terrible. but, dun worry, i am fine now, not 100%, i cant gurantee that. but i will get back to work soon, i just need a time off. besides, we still have spm oral english this coming week. and AMELIA is BACK. this girl, din tell me she come back, say not coming back until end of year! but, now she is BACK. glad to hear from her, she is fine, healthy, cuter and everything good la.

i am pretty tired now. yesterday, not at home for the whole day. mornin, tuition, lunch at kfc with edine and then off to bernie's house with lik and drew. reach bernie's house, play prince of tennis, i watch them play, very fun and exciting! play until 3 sth then baru go saberkaa, watch aids performance. valentio, claudillea, kev, lamomok and san perform. missed first performance, hero. but managed to watch the other two. got stella's pressie. and then after that, around 5 sth back to berbs house, sime, jack, melia, dine, drew, me, lionel, bernie himself, che wee and gilbert. play prince of tennis, chit chat and then go to lodge, stella's party. very cool place. was there until 11pm then follow chun yik's car home. sorry to bother you, chun yik and sorry to those who follow chun yik's car, had to send me home first. dead tired by the time i reach home. mum's back, with my coussie and aunt. then sleep. why why why cannot sleep later a bit this morning......woke up kinda early, around 7am and later need to go out. later tired again, how to study and do hwk and do revision on my exam papers. i guess i have to try to squeeze everything today

i know this is a long post. so i am about to end soon. but before that, THANKS EVERYONE. thank you to those who read my previous post and left the comments. giving me the support and encouragement. thanks jane, for supporting me, although we seldom talk to each other. thanks manda for guiding me, and sorry, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY amanda!!! thanks lionel and andrew. thanks for spending some time reading how i felt. thanks to all others for being there for me when i was down/low. thanks everyone. dun worry about me as i promise you that i will get up and try my best in everything i do. thanks everyone.