GRRRRrrrrrr.......

well, there's a lot of reason for that title. now i finally found out why edine was sooo angry and pissed the pass few days just because of add maths cos i hate the project now too. really annoying.......giving it to us now, make us cannot study only.....hi yah. really wanna finish it as soon as possible so i can study. but looks like its gonna be hard as nobody wants to do it....oh well..another reason for the title, sooo exhausted and tired. exciting and fun though today......surprise party for elsie, chang mei and phey feng!!! shocked them to death i guess. oh well, sorry tian hui and judith for not being able to make it for your bdays. happy birthdays to the both of you anyway..... another reason for the title, i am just lost, puzzled and i dunno wat's going on.....how did it start, how did it happen, i am sooo lost.....pushing me till the end of the cliff,leaving me unanswered, am willing to jump off the cliff to solve the whole problem. my feelings is like the song untitlted sang by simple plan.

Simple Plan
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I open my eyes
I try to see but
I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't


i wanna start this over again? can it happen after i am being pushed over my limits already? i just dunno and i am sick of this.....gtg do my work