Again

today's saturday. tutition, later erich and sarajane's party. results, terrible...especially english. dunno how am i suppose to suvive the outside world with my horrible results on my english. really dun wanna think about it. i mean really, if i cant pass my english in school, how am i suppose to do any tests in college/uni. or go further in the working class. i really dun wanna think about it. carelessness, once my weakness, i over comed it already and now its back to haunt me. terrible maths and add maths. ALLL ques i got careless mistakes. if not + become -, its press calculator wrongly or copy question wrongly. please careless, go away from me. really disappointed with my add maths and maths esp when i found out that the mistakes are due to carelessness. no mood to blog now. stop here. so sleepy, wanna go for nap. and before i forget, amazing race family edition starts next wednesday!!

?? :-( or :-) ??

ok, after mock, today,normal school day. but i was absent. not feeling well, and got family problem. so, i din attend school. tot i wanted to use the day to rest and clean up my room, but it turns out to be a busy day.....family business, cant avoid it. just got a call from edine, ok......from her, i know teachers are in a pissy mood. got back some papers she said. what can i say about my results....i dunno. i dun expect edine to report to me, but i know its terrible. B4 i forget, thanks for all your help EDINE!!!! thank you!!! ok, terrible results, am gonna have start studying soon!! have to. although i dunno my exact results, but from the teachers expression of the day, i know its terrible....most probably the worse, as i always have is my english. think am gonna get drilled. i dun mine, as long as i can improve my marks. last time, wrote out of point, this time, i think its gonna be the same!! and worse of all, bm declared out of point!! no more a1 i guess. i better stop now....dun wanna continue.....maybe i will write again tomorrow......after i see my own results......

A week has passed

its saturday....can you all believe it guys??? we finish one whole week of grueling exams, our trial!!!! time really flies, and for the upcoming three exam days, i predicted that i think im not gonna have a good sleep for the three while nites. probably burning midnite oil to study pyhsics, chem and BIO!! lots to memorise. i too wanna sleep early BUT the problem is i can only study at nite....look at me now, blogging whereas most of my frens are studying!!!!at the library, at home, in their room.....gotta have try studying...it not, i think i will just relax. after all, no point pushing myself to study and get nothing into my head rite??
so how was the exam!!! horrible for me!!! disappointed with my bm. cacat section a for my karangan wrote out of point. am gonna fail that section definitely....sobbbbbbb and add maths plus sejarah is horrible, got mixed up with my points. as for moral and english die la die la. my BMMMMMM,,, wanna cry for that.....i was like,....great!!! i wrote out of point.......no a1for that subject anymore. DRATS!!!!oh well, what has pass has pass.........gotta have to bury myself with three science books.
and....i am back to tv again!! for those who just get to know me,. maybe you all din know i was a "tvholic" last time. used to watch 8 hours of tv a day and then i stop when in form4 and now i think i am back to tv again.....last time chinese now mix....watching the replay of the shows, relic hunter, third watch, young blades, john doe, charmed, 4400 and tru calling......everyday one movie....not to forget one tree hill too.....and midnite at 12.30am got you lite up my life, sing series about social workers.....so nice, luckily its finishing on tuesday....so there i am stuck with tv. but i guess an hour break for each day is ok rite???
goodness, been online for two hours....gtg TRY study!!good luck you peeps, my fren sitting for spm and stpm!!

SPM MOCK

times flies.....very fast. its three more days and we are gonna have our mock. so dead.....haven finish studying sejarah.....got form 5 syllabus still and i have to finish it in two days. oh well, i think i can do it........wish you all the best in the exams and happy b'day pf!!!

a week left

by now, everyone should be studying most of their subjects already!! but me....well, just started...was reading a book that makes me hooked on it until i dun even care about my revision. so dead. dun think i can finish, but i will try my best. so short post this time. maybe another last post before my mock.......relaxing my expressing how i feel. ahaha