BAD DAY

i guess today i am not suppose to blog but horrible day. bad day. maths common test and i am sure gonna fail. WHY? cos of carelessness. i hate maths now. no! i should i hate myself. seriously!!! why do i always overlook at numbers and why am i sooo careless. since primary and secondary already like that. this disease like incureable. and todays one is common test somemore. for those reading this, i think you better dun read on cos i am just gonna release all my anger and negative thoughts rite here seeing there is no one that i can talk to. i just hate myself for being careless and of course forgetful too. i rather be stupid and dumb not knowing how to do the ques than to know how to do but make careless mistakes. maths already like this what more other subjects. chem test tomorrow, i have doubts on it. well, of cos, i haven studied it yet. tonnoes and tonnoes of hwk today. gr....i just dunno what to do. i really am having a bad day and i always am going to be. talking bout it, i might as well listen to that song!

where is my free time!

i guess its been a long time since i have posted sth. and i know i am the bad person for not emailing all my frens. sorry people. i just dunno why i have no time to do all these things anymore. i mean, everyday theres hwk and tests and due dates for our assignments. my schedule is like packed. for eg, last weekend, had to go down to kl for my check up and at the same time coommon test on monday for account, so jammed pack my schedule. got bio and chem and english project, all need to do research and worse of all have to pass up proposals and all those. the dues are like one week apart for each subject. hwk also got everday. i know i may have said this before, but i just wanna say it again. i cant believe my life now. those who knew me probably know i am the tvb freak or tv crazy girl. watched tv 8 hours a day afterschool. then by form 4 and 5 i cut down like by a lot. and NOW!!!! my goodness, zero tv and entertainment. and i mean 000000!!! was sitting at my study table the other day and i just tot of this. you guys probably wouldnt belive it but right now after class, its either library or home doing work. which means reading books either studying or not. life is stressful here.....well, i guess its just a challenge in life. i guess my seniors were rite. life is different. i dunno about those of you who studied elsewhere. tell me alrite bout your daily life??? and jason lee said its just becoz we're taking sam, thats why life is sooooo hectic. his is quite free, but subjects are hard. oh well, up to you to decide. for me, its just one thing, where did all my free time go too!!!
ok, better stop now, i need to move one to other stuff, rite now, actually i have tonnes of work to do but am just taking a break. so post a lil of me rite now. all of you, where are you??? never receive your mail/call/message......leave some comments la if you read this so i know where and how you all are doing! cheers from me!