Monday, September 18, 2006

a week left

i actually never intended to post anything befor etrials thinking i would be too busy but i guess busy studying and doing work preapraing for trials, i still have some time to blog. oh well, wats in my mind now.....kinda have a lil headache and thank goodness, news from ppl in australian are still alive after weeks of test assignments and exams. well gonna be our turn for kl ppl.....oh ya, jackson and ian is at subang now....had lunch with them and just met them after my class, kasihan do nothing but at asia net play dota......oh well....then i guess its still me and the headache....dunno wat to write la now so guess thats it....wanna book my flights back in dec ....and yea,currently am crasy of this indon song kenangan yang terindah.......lyris damn nice and tune too. probably after trials gonna post meaningful favourite lyrics of mine. toodles from now

Friday, September 15, 2006

my my!!!

always busy, thats all i can say, so last week, i went down to kl, nearly pengsan i guess, literally i mean, cos i fell sick again, coming back to subang with sore throat cough and flu, went to doc on monday cos i see my throat like got infection. now ok already, edine came back also sick couggh on monday when i baru met her. and for your info, edine, cough.....of course NO NO NO oranges......why? cos it will cause you to have more phelgm which actually cause you to have chesty cough.....and definitely no sour stuff too plus fried stuff and all that. always always drink warm better stilll a lill hot but never ever cold water...hi yo, never ask me pun at home. live with me also never ask me.....haha......later go home then you ask for omore details la.....and then wat else, this weekend, lotsa things going on but i have to study. trials in a week and it sucks right now with all the teachers puching us to study and finish trial papers at the same time. back to this weekend, friday nite, fun nite church go bangsar to have fun, then got mousetrap drama at college, sunday 3*3 basketball competition where jack and ian actually flew here to join and my calss mates too. my sis went back to kuching with my aunt flying here on the other hand. which actually gives two valid reasons why i feel like going down town....to meet my aunt, watch bball and also relax....i know trials coming up but hey deserve a break you know...but then, i guess cannot la sicne now i baru found out tomorrow actually have to go visit a place for our independant prom event, not wasting time not wat i mean, but just that if that pplan is going on, then i will have less time to study....so whats first list of all the choices, definitely has to prom event, then the rest of it has got to be pushed back besides studying. oh well, today last day for trinity ppl to have exams...haven heard from them quite a while except for some....yes, stressful moment for them but hols coming up....wat else, oh ya, learnt to cook a new dish, not new, my family dish just that i know how to cook it now....apparently, there always a time where i feel like cooking and eating home altho its just one simple dish and at times i just have no mood to cook which equals to no meal and no food so no dinner/lunch or if not, go out to eat....go out to eat pun, sien dunno what to eat, but last nite went out with joanne to to eat pizza. apparently been a while since i eat that...and yea, to yuan liang, my fren, my classmate, my neighbour....thanks sooo much for caring.....am hanging onthere, not guaranteeing i am well but yea, i trying hard, so thanks a miilioon and also to all my frens who have cared for me.....
gtg calss now, skipped my break to post so accounting now then back home sweet home well, at least the second temporary home. after trails, probably gonna write more stuff.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

hectic hectic hectic ...tired

ok, i dunno why but it seems that i am tired practically every single day...i dun know what is wrong with me yes, college life kinda sucks with all tests and mock trials coming up...i haven even started studying cos everyday when i get back home, i do my hwk and by then, i am just too exhausted to study. a levels having their exam and us sam gonna have our trials soon. in two weeks tim,e actually so no joke for me, i have to get started.......however, this weekend, i am still going down town to meet my sis and supposedly my fren...but apparently that nice silly fren of mine is busy and said got exams next week....ok i dun mine since i can use that time to study i hope i can study at my sis place....its just annoying to have someone plan to meet and then cancel it in the last minute...oh well, timetable has change for me, longer study hours though but get to go home early so no wed straight 5 hours from 8 to 1pm and fri 9 to 1pm...yea, this emans fri i get to have lunch downtown if i go down....i guess going down to my sis place is kinda relaxing thought tired most of the time and sure end up fighting....but i realised after my emo breakdown thats the place i hang on from now.....well, at least i know i am avoiding ppl around me as in at home.......being alone kinda sucks...i mean wats the point if i am alone in my room yes, all alone in my room, and my frens are there and i am still alone, i might as weel go down to my sis placce......it kinda sucks the feeling of being not atttended....others get called but not you and eveyrtime when you are talking to some people, the attention is to others and not yourself....i cant stand it.....oh well.....gtg research and get as much thing done as possible so i can study over the weekend

Friday, September 01, 2006

I MISS MY SIS!!!

ok, for the first time in kl, i miss my sisters....yup. hademotional breakdown after so many things accumulating on my head. cut it short.....trials, need to do well for it, wat to study, where to study if ii fail to get into nus, where will i be from jan to aug 2007, wat will i do then, how am igonna get a visa to stay in malaysia beside tourist one, where should i be kl or kuching, should i decide it safely as in choose the college as a backup plan, my december plans? will iever get to stay in kuching anymore.....ahhhhhhhhhhh frantic.....