Sunday, August 27, 2006

bye to my dreamland

in about an hours tie, i need to go to the airport, yes, yes, back to kl again, and this time i am leaving with a heavy heart, waking up this morning, i so dun wanna go back home, its like i feel that i am never gonna come back home again....oh well, and then knowing that my trials is up and not starting to prepare for it yet, gives me a nother reason why i actually dun wanna go back to kl. so its like running away from problems. knowing that the next time i come back home, its like, trials are over then finals will be up....and after a week of holiday, with no work accomplish but just sleep and rest i have nothing to complain, but i just wished the hols would be longer.....and meeting up with frens and managed to contact some of my long lost 'uncontacted' fren and watching moulin rouge again, i only have one thiing to say, how wonderful life is, when you're in the world...............

Monday, August 21, 2006

two months plus + sing trip + holiday

so so, have a lot of things to post, but i just cant seem to start, dunno which first.....i guess make it simple, the past two months plus, singapore trip, holiday now, and future ramblings.....
oh ya, today, siti nurhalisa's wedding....boy boy, congrats to her and datuk k.

which one should i start....the past two months first,....so after the may june hols, back to college, iknida predicted the hectic twomonths schedule already. with common tests and assignments plus other activities, i knew my nappy time after class at 3pm was gone. cant really really remember every moment of the two months.....doulos, yes the ship that travels around the world was at port klang and i wanted to go but of cos, transport was a problem, leaving at end of june, i tot, there goes the chance, however, with jo's help, we both managed to pay another visit there with our church frens. and after the visit, dinner at teluk gong with seafood as our main dish....talking bout seafood, there was lala chong near the subang airport...my mum, aunt and cousin came for a holiday around july, and on the sunday nite, we went there to eat, and after that, tues i was sick, as explained in my two previous post......talking bout my relatives, reminds me of a wednesday where i went down town just to meet my dear old cousin who migrated to aus not long ago. was happy to meet her of course.....then, i guess other days was just filled with a hectic college life....nevertheless, problems arise with my usual emotional and health breakdown. conflicts with basically my family and some of my frens....but again, all ends well, where the misunderstanding was cleared. wrapped it all up, i guess this two months plus of college life kinda made me homesick for the first time, not really homesick, i am just tired and needed a rest, i just felt so sick of going college everyday cos pratically i feel that i cant control of my own life due the time constraint.....oh...talking bout time, there's the future problem that i have to think but before that, we students had a career test at one tuesday and its bsaed on our interets. was really looking forward to it, cos right now, nursing is in my mind, or should i say, medical science is in mind, but what other interest do i have.......so i wanted to see what type of jobs the results would be....it may help me determine what i should do next time cos eventually, anything can happened, it might not be nursing. diff classes sat for the test at dif time. and jo had teacher as a job and sandra, a more appropriate result for her, got music therapist. so what was mine, well, i tell you answering the questions given i finalluy got the results, and boy was i shocked, stunned, astounded, surprised, i dunno wat else to say when i saw the job list......here it is:
1. nurse - registered 96
2. nurse - enrolled 95
3. nurse - mental health/psychiatris 94
4. childcare coordinator 94
17. community healthnurse 87
ok....the first three job was enough for me to drop my jaws, the no.s at the side, shows the interest level, and mine is 96 for the first job, and the teacher in charge said 96 is damn high and was highest interest level she had seen so far....ok.....i was like, how can this be....i mean i would expeceted this outcome.....how can it be soooo chun, exact NURSE....of all things, NURSE was my first job, i mean i tot something associated with the science medical world but its like sooo accurate, nurse.....with a very very very high interet level somemore, other job includes drama/art therapist and religious minister.....oh boy, something to ponder...
there was a thurs, oh ya, 13 july, edines bday, also had the first aid talk and we all celebrated to watch pirates of the carribean priemier, but i din attend cos i was sick....had a maths mini project, sth like group work.....
common tests 3,....i guess i wasnt giving my all to it, results were slacking....really, accounts drop multiple grade chem, ok, maths, drop and all drop la. english, watched miss congeniality...not for fun, but gonna be tested....there's also a nite, where my sister actually won a golden award for sth to do with job, ccam golden award. congrats to her again....and managed to contact one of my frens, glad to know how he's doing and happy for him....happpy there is anger too what happened, the laundry........i guess i just plain bad luck or wat, my jeans was spoilt after bringing it to the dobi....gerammnyyysss aku....not only one hole but two holes......errrr...now two of my jeans were spoilt, dunno whether the dobi's fault or not, but i did certainly went back to the dobi and asked....oh well, of cos, they denied, so wat to do, unlucky i guess....of cos, its the shoppings pree time now, mega sale in kl, din buy jeans, but bought a pair of shoes, with a lil heals, sandals to be exact.....
i guess that ends all for this part that is....

singapore trip
well, well, of the tight packed daily scehdule, like i said, i just felt like running away from kl...i justed wantedtto go home......back home....meet my parents, missed them sooo much....but iguess it was still far at that point of time....so i was like looking forward for singapore trip.....its more to a running away from my present life....thats the main aim...it used to be visiting nus and getting some clarifications but after finding out that that sta the office will be close, the aim to go sing was to just run away from subang, college, kl , my present life...not only me, i think sandra tot of that too.....so when did i go exactly......just last week, fri 11/8/2006....after my class at 2, went down to pudu with sandra to take the bus at 3.30pm. reached sing around nine/ten. man, i tell you this trip was really one of a kind. amzzing experience....first time, going somewhere alone by ourselves, not knowing what to do...i mean like our place to stay we dun even know where it wa.s....i guess we were lucky cos the bus that we rode on, stopped at the bus station which was the same areaas the place we stayed....and you can just see the difference between malaysian and singaporeans, no offence though......singaporeans are just sooo helpful...guess where we stayed, for those who read kenny sia's blog, its the place he stayed during sing trip.....yup,.....cool place, a hostel....one thing i haven mentioned, again i said sing trip was one fo a kind....cos, i tell you, everything was done sooo last minutte, from accomodation to sing dollar to bus tickect and immigration, got a lil hiccups for me...but it was over...so that nite, after checking in, went nearby to eat and we just call it off for the nite. plan for the next day sat, visit nus despite the close office, go orchard road, meet chris and back to kovan bus station....
so nus was soooo damn cool.........it wasssooooo huge...not meeting the rep, been to the place is just go enough......it was already 12 by then, then meet chris at orchard road.....and starting of the food spree.....gelato ice crem, bbq, drink, cocktail bun, mua chee, wat else???? i just cant seem to remember the pancake....go cold storage, buy some stuff to be given to classmates, housemates and family....went to paragon, centrepoint and sing plaza, by then, we were just sooo tierd and i could feel my flu taking charge of me.....waitign at mcd, to kill itme actually, 8pm went to mrt station along with chris, we went kovan and he dropped off half way, goodness, sad moment seeing our old fren leave. 945pm back to kl, i was exahsuted by then and guess wat time we arrive in kl, 3.30am........use taxi back to subang, rm30 reached home, SLLLEEEPPPP. then sunday surprise for all of us, kk, came back. so overall, singapore trip, summary for tht saturday, one country, 2 person, three timeline and emotions one in the morning, at nus,, i just felt my future is still a long journey, afternoon, meeting chris, it just brings me back to the past, memories of the old lodge school days and at nite, was the present, where i just felt homesick, i just wanna go back kuching, just home, my house, my parents, i miss my dad.......

holiday holiday
now one week holiday have to squeeze in family and relatives, frens, juniors, teachers, work, studies, and rest plus leep. sick somemore now, cough kinda bad, hopefully, nothing happens, no serious major health problems....haven had enough sleep. slept at 3am today, woke up at nine, wanted to watch siti akad nikah live telecast...many things to do, no time to waste, x go back to sleep anymore.....wat else, haaaa, so manythings todo...now i just want to be well, backhealthy, fit.....then i can do all my work.....and study, trials in three weeks time after college resumes....family kinda have problems thats why sorry people, old frens if i cant really spent time with you guys.....oh ya, edine and adrian went back today to kl, our turn this sunday, yesterday, celebrated adrian;s early bday. happy bday to you adrian!! going hysteric soon, need to take another shower, its just sooo hot, cough is not getting any better.....trying to multitask and even my typings are all full of errors. sorry bout that.....so, i guess thats it for now....future ramblings....later then

Saturday, August 19, 2006

BACK HOME AGAIN

ok, am back home...finally in kuching, home sweet home. only for a week. lotsa things to blog. but not now. one week hols, not enough la,,,,many things to do...till then