what people said

someone told me:
1. dun trust anyone, i.e. frens to close frens, relatives to family, cos you are just gonna hurt yourself
2. everyone is a hypocrite; those around you are gonna deceive and cheat you
3. ppl runaway when you need help; run to have fun; even those you expect and so lesson to learn, expect the unexpected
4. there is no frens forever cos you will meet new people each day and learn to forget your old ones without realising it
5. some people are just not worth living for
6. do not remember the memories that makes you sad .....you know my response was, then do not remember ANYTHING cos all happy memories will make you sad too rite???
7. life sucks at times....and it goes well, with a bar of chocolate and tv......
thats what i got from someone. and i agree some i guess.....
thats all people, happy new year
bye, adios, chaoz, choi kin, chai chien, jumpa lagi.......
-ping-

back

back from kl, was back on tues 27 evening. thanks lik sooo very much for picking me up at the airport. so how was the trip back to kl? well, on fri, mas delayed for an hour where in theend we got stuck in the jam downtown kl, so it took 3 hours from klia to my sis place. saturday, road trip up to kampar, perak. before that, stop by at ipoh to service my sis's car. along the road, made few stops to some tourist area. then dinner with the in-laws. sun, trip down to cameron highland. boy, was the road kinda hard to drive, cos we din took the highway but the old road so we can again make few stops.

upon reaching cameron, ringlet first town, checked out the lakehouse, where my sis was planning to have her reception next year. cool place, loved the architecture and designs. weather was also cool!!! meet up again with more in-laws and lunch. then checked in to bala's chalet. altho x receive good review, i think the place is still nice. probably the service is bad. but again, all british leftover builidings are nice......mon, back down to kl. tues, kl. and wed, kl kuching. morning sec sis officially got marrried. no party or ceremony yet just went to sign the papers at the registration place. and evening, came back to kuching

hectic week i say, but it was fun the trip. made a few discoveries bout myself and people.....not a good thing but not a bad thing either. so new years ever today.....tomorrow a new year 2007. never felt so excited after 18 years living. why? i just cant wait, to start a new life, with the new discoveries bout the people around me, which means cant wait to live a life with new people, leaving the rest behind.......and yea, lastly, this place is done....this blog. hope to meet up in a new world

so fast....

oh gosh, tomorrow am going kl again....means it has been two weeks plus i have been in kuching... so wat have i achieved

1. makan durian, rambutan...lovely


2. watch tv, astro, back to my english series and tvb series, lotsa them

3. knew my sam results before the expected date 22dec, and am happy bout it.

4. managed to find sth to study if i have to next year in kuching, finally got that assurance

5. meet frens, well, not everyone yet, kinda sad

6. hang out with my parents.....yes, thats good

7. sweat...cos of the HOT weather in kuching, despite the rain and flood in johor

8. unpack, tidy up my room, closet.....finally done

9. started on my cross stitch....for my sis wedding, but undone, unfinish, cant make it in time for tomorrow, so my mum say finish it and pass to her next year, thats how it looks now, still got the hair, the gown, the banner and half done car


10. and makan tang yuen or chia ie in my teochew, since we all going off tomorrow, my mum say eat first....today. thats how we always had ours, just use the normal tepung pulut, and give it the colouring. nothing inside. the green, from pandan, white is natural and red, use colouring. use to brown colour, from cocoa powder and yellow and orange.


things yet to be done.....most importantly, be a LOAN SHARK and collect money from SOME people, still tidy up my papers, notes and learn to throw away my own schoolwork, money matters and the ever annoying passport......till then, back on 27. oh ya, that too, TRANSPORT!!

i am glad to have known you.....cos you have helped me tonnes
i am glad to have known you.....cos you have keep me company and became great buddies
i am glad to have known you.....cos you tot me how to think and get up when i fall
i am glad to have known you.....cos you were always there beside me when i need you

BUT

i wish i wouldnt have known you.....so i wont make a $$$LOSS$$$ and feel cheated
i wish i wouldnt have known you.....so i wont be =(sad =(
i wish i wouldnt have known you.....so i wont know the meaning of patience, care and love
i wish i wouldnt have known you.....so i wont have high hopes and get hurt

results...

resulst are out and am happy with mine. let me put it this way, at least i dun have to think some more thinking. and congrats to the rest too!!!

well done people.....
esp sue ann!!!! proud of your accounts and maths.....
also to alvin on your maths and overall results.....
jacq too for being crazyyyyyy and amazingly good results....
way to go man 0.15 marks away from the perfect score!!!!
am so happy for you

and now, i still have more thinking to do....but i am freaking out for my cross stitch cos i dun think i can finish it in time

and time sure flies very very fast......fri am going back to kl. and tomorrow nite, makan tang yuen already...meaning one year has gone.....oh well.......gtg rush on tidying up my room and cross stitch

been a while

yup, its been a while since i blog. actually, its been a while since i went online. one, lazy and had some stuff to do, actually the stuff i meant was watching tv, two, internet is just too slow, three and most importantly, i just didnt feel like going online as i was sad.....

forget bout that, wats gonna happen....still am gonna post the g15 pangkor and prom pix. thursday, met up with a bunch of people. none change i think...or maybe a bit...well i mean, physically....mentally and emotionally i dunno. i dun wanna know. went jade pot for lunch after most went for badminton in the morning. busy makan durian....yes, early in the morning cos couldnt resist it. then noon, went to bings with chun yik, elsie and john after we took the wrong turn for going to jo's house.

then on thursday, i had an interview at damai lagoon, or to be more specific, permai resort. how did it all started....well, the pc fair. helped lizamey for the oc fair, vmcc thing and met up with the permai manager. mana tahu, they call me for an interview for the sales and marketing assistant....shocked of cos, knowing i just cant work cos 1. indo, only part time 2. hello, i am only a pre-u leaver and 3. it was from an informal meeting with the boss turns to be a formal one. but i was really lucky to have this opportunity though. of course i declined it, went all the way up to damai cos i feel its rude for me to explain everything over the home. some more the boss so nice to actually recommend me. i know some say waste time, money and effort to go all the way up. but for me i think its the rite thing to do. and million thanks to chang mei for temaning me the whole day...thanks chang....and noon, suppose to watch eragon, well, promised jac to watch together but was just too tired considering of my sleepless nite that nite, so i just passed and jac replied me later saying,......sherly not worth it to watch in cinema....wahh...serious ka??? cos it looks nice....well, looks maybe deceiving....at least i din regret not watching just that i miss anoteher chance to meet some other frens like lionel, twin sis and chris

so fri, i cant remember wat i did, sat too, but i know mostly at home. go out also with my parents. and then sunday, i still dunno, see, i think i should study or sth to get my brains wokring...oh yes, sat at least i remembered going to taylors office and also ftms open day. felt relieved on that day cos i know i can stay in kuching next year by studying. finally found a course which i know one of my fren hates it.

monday yesterday, went out again, happy valley, meet bing and mel and dn and zhi yuan. some left earlier and i guess yesterday wasnt a good day cos NO ELECTRICITY...yup, and stupid me for asking chun yik to drop outside and not join them for tea cos i had to do sth. then i realise i waS stuck in tabuan jaya cos no electricity and my gate couldnt open. and i was sweating....like a pig. yup.....hot weather, i know chun yik agrees with me on that for really really hot weather in kuching. rain also no cool air pun.

today, going out with dad, to urus some stuff. and SAM students RESULTS out TOMORROW. yup yup yup, well, i dunno whether i should be happy or sad......still have lots to think. anyway, all the best people!!!!

exactly one week

can you guess wat are these??? its sth my parents planted at our garden. hint hint, its a fruit. i cant even guessed it myself, i think i should take a look at wats in my garden.....




its exactly one week since i got back from kl. and i must say i haven been quite productive besides the fact that i started my cross stitch, starting to tidy up my room and course hunt. and next week off to kl again. this morning i got up and tot of sth to write already but now i forgot. imagine me, after a long period of time of not using my brains, its sure gonna get rusty. guess i better take up some responsibilities at home or wherever to keep my brians moving....

talking about responsibilities, i really dun understand why people just cant be responsible in watever they do. i mean not only be responsible in getting their work done but also with wat they say. cant everyone be responsible with their own actions and words?? how can these people live every moment without feeling guilty or feel bad that they dun keep up to their words or actions and just drag some matters on......i just find it annoying to drag some matters even though it can be settled in a minute

i hope it doesnt rain every NOON/EVENING. not like its cooling after the rain. its still hot and i
think i need to cut my hair if the weather continues to be as hot as this.

still TRYING to get back to do my house work

still TRYING to hunt for sth to study in kuching

still TRYING to look for some work

oh, by the way, the pix....APPLES...yup, they are tiny apples....and its sour! did you guessed it correctly?

Last Week of College - two last days and other PIX

just as i tot everything was settled, come one call that just spoils my day, well, my mood, so now i am not in my best mood. not putting anyone to blame but i just hope everything will end smoothly by keeping their promise!

and here are more pix for the two last days of college. if not mistaken, the second last day was lab coat!! and last day, free.....inserted some other photos too!

in the chem lab, with our lab coats!, of course, there's always one who would forget it!

at the garden, with our maths teacher, mrs. lim. i guess you all can conclude: we, g15, is a class who LOVES taking pictures!

last day of college, oct sth, cant remember the date. we basically din do anything on the last day of college, except for chem class i think, had to mark past year papers!!

my accounts teacher, mrs. ngam.....she is sooo nice, i just love her.....and i know my frens would agree too. STRICT, but very kind and motherly to us!!

who is that girl??!!! CHANG MEI...yup yup, wat good luck we have, same class for accounts!! two years in lodge and both of us got to be in the same class AGAIN for accounts, that was because she drop bio for accounts.......and guess wat, we both got the highest, me for the practical and theory part and she, report!!! how cool is that???

all the guys in my class, oops, there are 7 of them, always tot there was only 6!! such posers they are...hehehe


the 9th may birthday girls!!!

sammantha and i share the same birth dates here, and i certainly have gained weight by looking at this pix

the three laughing buddies, the class is quiet until you hear their laughters all of a sudden.

my accounts classmates! our classes join us, g15, like chang mei's class and them!

huey ying....one of my outstation classmate! she is form johor and i miss talking to her. normally we outstation students would have dinner once a while together. and i miss that moment.....dun you miss it??

random pictures, which i just love!

just like a class photo. with out bio teacher, mrs. ong

kuching people!!! memories....all are left memories....still got kiong kong. pix taken in the beginning of the year during an event in taylors! edine, charles, kiong, amy and me

me, yuan liang and shu xian. yuan liang, is the other outstation classmate, from johor like huey ying. he lives at the same block of my apartment so whenever i have problems, i would just give him a call and he comes running down. THANKS A MILLION yuan liang!!

i was thinking, i mite as well, put the last outstation classmate of mine. its alvin! from sarawak...the one who has a hard time to smile when taking pix..well, maybe that problem only occurs to me la. so that is four of us, yuan liang and huey ying from johor and alvin plus me from sarawak. anyway, this pix, taken at asia cafe, where we were celebrating joanna's and jun wei's birthday!

oh, here's another pix of me and huey ying. now i can say that makes four of us. i just love this pix, dun you HUEY YING??? remember wat time we take this pix???2am....haha, actually, had a taylors event, then we went sunway watched a movie i think, then the guys wanted to play pool, so we, girls, din play but took pix instead!

here's one of the gang in class.as you can see, this pix taken in april, still got elaine.we miss you!!

ex-lodgians!! sandra, me and valentio, who is currently taking hospitality and tourism course in tcpj. same event that huey ying and i went, lepak until early morning. i just cant remember wat event is it....oh boy, i am getting old, my brain is rusty!! help me refresh my memory!

its monday!

did i say before that i am starting to feel bored? well, just after my afternoon nap, i woke up, feeling bored....not that i have nothing to do. tidy up my stuff, plenty stuff to think and a cross stitch to finish by this week, apparently i have no mood for all that just now. i knew i needed to talk to someone...but i concluded, i got no one to talk to. i mean seriously, i called most of the nos and there was just no answer. but thankfully, amy was there to listen to me. i really have no one to talk too!! my goodness, wat a loner! actually, i was merajuking, kinda pissed, thats why needed to talk to someone. why i merajuk....dun wanna talk bout it.

its raining again. cant watch astro.but thank GOD, cos my internet connection is not that cacat anymore....i mean it is still slow but at least it does not pisses me off by connecting and disconnecting a million times! its weekdays, back to my routine, my eyes glued to the tv, no plans to go out yet, guess gonna be stuck at home. cant believe it, next week go kl, and SAM results out...oh boy, dun wanna know it yet

meanwhile, more pix for my memories of G15.....day 2, theme was formal wear!!

another group pix of my class, g15, with our esl teacher, mrs rajani. we actually took five pix in a row, each different pose but am just too lazy to post all up....first shot, was this, then look left, right, up, down!!

sue ann and me, i always tot she reminds me of my sec sis!! she is a wonderful student/mentee for me....heheh, cos she is the only one who successfully reads my notes, understands my crazy way of memorising stuff!

the pool gang...well, they went to play pool at asia club, above asia cafe wearing their formal clothes!

the couple in class, wei seng and sue ann!!

this pix is taken at the corridor of the old block of taylors

we are from sarawak!!! well, alvin is from miri and me, kuching, and finally....he smiles!! it is so hard to get him to smile when taking pictures! trust me.....

i guess thats it for today. tomorrow will try to post the last two days of college pix then prom and pangkor! till then!

sunday!

yet another sunday....but this time in kuching. last week was still in subang. so, again, like yesterday, it rained in the afternoon. yesterday it rained at nite, make me din go sunday market. today, was late noon. and thank goodness it stopped after few hours. raining in kuching also no use, still hot as ever, must be the effect of global warming.

i am slowly putting pix up...my outdated pix of my class, pangkor and prom.so to g15, enjoy th pix!

i still haven really unpack my luggage....doing cross stitch now. must be the aging process that i am undergoing. dunno why i stitch sooo slow. trying to finish it by this week so that next week can do sth else.

just watched the making of eragon...i wanna watch....who wanna watch??? i know jacqueline does. who else? go out together and watch better. the more the merrier! morning went to carpenter street, ta pau the kolo mee, kiau and soup. my dad insisted on going to the fish exhibition which i must say it was such a waste of time. no offence but even my dad said so...haha, he said, we have more fishes at home compared to wat they exhibited!! and i din know there's a gateway to the chinatown carpenter street . i am so ketinggalan zaman in kuching!

i hate weekends....nothing to do..cos no series for to watch. unlike weekdays where i have tv seriesto watch non stop. symptoms of getting bored is arising. oh gosh, trying to fill up my time with food, tv, and cross stitch other than tidying up my room!
ok then, more pix coming up

Last Week of College

i guess i am in luck! this is the longest duration i have been connected to the internet and i manage to upload some photos. here are the long outdated pix taken during the last week of college in oct. day one, our g15 theme is black. and wat??!! more luck....i manage to sign into msn. ok ok, i know i am going a bit nuts. i am only gonna upload certain pix, the one i like and its probably gonna be in parts, meaning, not gonna post all the pix in one post, depending on my connection

G15, my class for SAM, only 20 students since we are in the rojak class the teachers said. only 6 guys and 3 of them are already taken. haha. and this pix is taken during our chem class, with our class mentor, miss kwa!

and there's the girls of our class, missing, 3 though!, xin yi, the odd one out in the pix, she forgotten to wear black!!!

cute sue ann, joanna and me, always the three 'back' girls in class. sue ann looks like my second sis, and joanna...she is one year younger than us!

sHu Xian.....my chem lab partner and my buddy

here is the 3 guys of my class, who is crazy over the remote control of the camera!! jason, alvin and wei seng!

of course, they still wanna try it out whether it works....and here is the pix taken by them, see the remote on the bottom left of the pix! well this is us, in class!

BACK

well, was back days ago, on wed. din bother to blog cos my internet connection really sucks. and i hate that fact. i dunno how am i going to tahan for 8 months with this connection that is soooo slow. so, understand me if you never see me online. so wat have i been doing??? i think like most people, eat, sleep eat sleep, plus watch tv. and i feel so like a pig. everyone should be back by now, the aussies, nz, kl, singapores....except the uk....so definitely gonna meet up. my contact no still the same, but i am not sure bout the rest. and some may be away; jo, lionel, chun yik, andrew. hope to meet you guys soon. oh ya, had durian and rambutan already...wat else? still hunting for cempedak so can fry it. till then. i think its gonna be hard for me to post my previous topics and pix cos of my lousy internet. oh well, chaoz. wanna watch iron chef...